On the other side of the shore

Hello...

Have you ever had that someone in your life with whom you shared a fantastic and loving relationship? But then something happened, the situations changed and circumstances dragged you apart. I'm not talking here only about your partner, but anybody- your best friend, your teacher, your neighbor.. anybody! But, even when you felt apart and chose different ways you still could not forget that person and the time spent with him? This poem is about that person in my life. I'd love to know your views about it... 

The ice has begun to melt 

The night is coming to an end
Sky is turning bright
I have started to walk again into the light.

I'm looking at the sea, now silent and calm
Remembering those days in the lines of my palm.

The tide has settled, it’s time to row

Shore is pushing me away, says "It’s time to go."

Those footsteps of yours beside mine are long gone.
Your memories are the one who are following me along.
The stars have faded into the darkness of night
Dawn is making its way by letting this dew subside.

That tree on which there was once a witch and her crow
Its leaves are coming back, making home for squirrels and sparrow.

That barge which you used to row.
That bicycle of mine you would toe.
Those colorful candies you always brought
That taste of your pastries.. I never forgot. 

Always you told me to keep up the hope

Because the night always dies.
But never did you tell me
That time too flies.

Not forever I could keep you I know
But I've some great stories for the world to show.
The clock is ticking and we've got separate ways to go
Even the journey is long. Though,

I believe we will meet at the end of the horizon
Again to hold hands, run and jump to touch the sky
And to share a relation which the situations won't deny.

-Esabella

Forever by my side!

As the night grows dark
Your memories settle by my side,
Like a companion they take hold
All set to go for a ride.

You listen to my all day stories
And laugh at my joke
This is the time I find myself back
When I'm tired of wearing a happy cloak.

You hold my hand 

And take me to the moon.
I insist u to stay longer,
And not to return any time soon.

Then we take a stroll under the sky

You show a world full of love.

I wish for more, I want you more

You smile at me like an angel above.

Your touch so soft
Like the time has stopped.
It's your breath I'm breathing,
To you forever, in my dreams I've locked.

The times we spent

Cradle me down the lane.
I look around the places and
In the every corner your memories remain.

You wipe my tears and hug me tight.

You look at me and say,
Soon the things will be alright.

And you'll always be here by my side

Everyday, every night.

Now you sing a lullaby 

And ask me to sleep.
Promising to return again
From my thoughts of yours, hooked so deep!

-Esabella

Stranger

On the path of life
When you are walking on a knife
A stranger comes across and gives you a smile

Like a companion, a friend
It gives you a new hope,
Breaking the sad old trend

When you need someone to bring you up
When you are low at your end
This stranger gives you a hand
And straightens your bend

When sun is blazing with heat
When you have wounds, you don't know to treat
A stranger brings the soothing rains
and washes your worries off ur feet.

When the people around you begin to fade
When they don't trust you
A stranger from nowhere pats your back
And resurrect all ur faith so new.

When the night is dark
And you are too sacred to walk
A stranger shows you the light
Flashing down the little star

Or when your way seems to be tough
And when the terrains are steep and rough 

A stranger waves the magic wand
Making it easy enough.

So, I decide to be that stranger for somebody in need
And to be of all the help I cud be.
So that when somebody would turn back and look around
He would certainly think... and think of me.

And forever will I shine in His blessings
Like a pearl a diver gets in the depth of the sea!

 

-Esabella 

Kiss

Looking at the snow,

Outside my window

I saw a boy coming out of the store.

With a little smile on his face

He headed to cross the road,

Called the kids and gave away the sweets.

Like he was waiting for this

And stood there to greet.

Under the heavy grey sky

The color of his face was glowing high.

Out of all the people escaping the snow

I saw him dancing, he wasn't shy.

He opened his arms wide and welcomed the rain,

Like it was an angel sent for him

To release all his pain.

In his deep blue eyes

I could see all his dreams coming to life

Like truth standing strong,

Among all the lies.

A lady passed by him

Pale and old.

He gave her his jacket

To protect from cold.

Snow was setting on his hair,

Which he did not condemn.

They were looking like pearls

Like the white gem.

I got up at ones- opened the door

And walked towards him.

The air was cold

And the sky was dim.

He was now leaning on a grill.

My heart was beating fast

About to leap and make a drill.

I went near him and stood beside

What drew us closer I couldn't decide

I was standing still, Almost forgot to breath

He turned to me and smiled with an ease.

Meeting his gaze I remembered

A fairy tale my mom would convince.

On one absolute snowy day you will meet your *Prince*

He touched my face and I melted like dew

We came closer and it was time to hug, I knew.

I felt the warmth of his breath on my neck.

I hid my head in his chest.

Now... This was what I realized, I missed

And that was the moment- We Kissed!! 

-Esabella

I choose to Live!

In the times of despair,

In the days of my sorrow.

When things don't go fair,

When there's no guarantee of a tomorrow.

I look inside my heart,

And I see a light.

Amidst the darkness that tears me apart,

I find Hope that burns bright.

Those words of hope, a stranger gave
The moon shining for me d whole night
Though the fears are not less yet
Something stands with me like an armor of my knight

You try hard to bring me down
I caress d wound whole night
Yes, I'm hurt deep inside
But dis pain has given me d strength to fight

I know d healing would be slow
But Who said love was easy though
I've decided to stand strong
Smile is d one I choose to show

A voice in me is now so loud
"You cannot give up!"
It always shout!
And dis is the voice I'm going to follow
In a hope that rains would clear the cloud

So I just don't want to cry
I will get up again and still try
To get the pearl from the depth of life
This is the path I cannot deny!

-Esabella

Try till the last breath

Yes, they say I'm wrong

yes, they say, I'm going to fall apart

But, then why does it seems so right??

Like my life was never so bright.

They say, you are a mistake

But I'm ready to take

They say, you're going to hurt

I know you are not that fake.

Possibly I might at the end, die

But still I want to try

They say, you might disappear some day

I know I'm going to cry

You are like a beautiful poem of mine

Like a dazzling diamond in the glass of Wine

You are the favorite scratch on this heart

I don't care if you tear it apart

I know I'm being stubborn

But your presence is Heaven

I know I'm so in Love

And you fit so into me like a suede glove

Just because you are going to turn me down

I am not going to frown

I am going to take chance and going to give you many

Because this is the way I've known to Love.

And I'm going to try till the end with my every single penny.

So I'm going to try hard today

And try harder everyday

And even when I don't have anything to say

I'll hope that dark sky will someday turn grey.

So, for the prettiest color of sky

For the every flight I fly

For every tear now dry

My hopes will never die

And if it doesn't work, I'll never regret

Because I'll know you were hard to forget

But when I come to this World again

Then you will be the one, I'll abstain!!

Trap

A BiGG Hello...


        Finally ended with my final exams of my final semesters. I actually realized how hard it was for me to keep myself away from blogging. It's good to be back now, like coming back to a known world!

         
         On the last day of my college somebody stole away my mobile phone. Yeah, many of you would find it a normal incident, but for a girl who never lost even a penny or even oldest of the things since she was a kid, loosing a mobile phone worth Rs. 13,000 is still like a trauma. Anyways, the sadder part is, I saved a poem as a draft in that phone, which is also gone with it. Ouch! It hurts. But then, I consoled myself saying, "It's okay. I'll write another one with more efforts."


I remember few of its lines, few I rewrote.

I'm a time trapped in a clock

I'm a wave trapped in a sea

He's a flame, burning sharp and bright

I'm a smile trapped in a glee

I'm a wish locked in a prayer

I'm a God locked in a temple

He's a flight to be taken high in the skies

I'm a strength locked in a tree

I'm a destination trapped in a way

I'm a flower blooming in May

He's dew, fresh and pure

I'm the words trapped to say

I'm a shadow locked in the lights

I'm a memory locked in pain

He's is the heart beat, well mechanized

I'm a thought trapped in a brain.

-By Esabella

Journey

Hello...

Drop by drop they roll down

Moment by moment it fills the heart

Step by step he goes away

Everything in between is falling apart

Walk by walk the memories come

Each memory has a story

Story by story I sink again

With a sure hope of no glory

Round by round I spin the thread

Thread by thread the love grows

Suddenly the thread s broken

What have I lost, no one knows

Hope by hope I swim to the shore

Effort by effort I proceed

A chain in my legs stops me

However hard I try, I cannot succeed

Ray of hope seems to be away

But I'm determined to find my way

Wave by wave I get stronger

I feel my chains would break away.

-By Esabella

She..!!

Hello...

 

Millions of secrets hidden in her eyes

Happiness in her heart, which she's scared to show

The pious shadow covering her face

She's a girl blessed by Go,

A Princess though...

Words locked behind those silent lips

The obedient wind blowing away

The mischievous hair strand

Beauty of her soul keeps her safe

She's still warm inside

 In the weather of snow...

She walks in the white sand

Leaving behind her footprints

She's the kindest of the human

Who helps everyone without hints...

 

She's the ruler of the heart

Yet simple in her thoughts

She's a free bird in the clear sky

Untied to all the worldly knots...!!

-Sketched and written by Esabella

My Dream House

A house in my dreams I always see
Today I'll tell you how it'd be.

It'd be a small house in the woods
where squirrels would always stop
to have some food.

A river flowing near by
A flock of birds daily passing by.

The air so free, the scent so fresh
Like each day would come to me wearing a new dress.

With no pain in my heart
It'd be a new start.
I will own a Ferrari
But I'll ride on a bullock cart.

In the noon
The sun will shine.
Cool breeze will sing around me
Like the blessings of that Divine.

At night after dinner I'll sit on the rock
In the mid of the river, looking at the star.
Having my Love on my side
I'll strum the strings of the guitar.

No debt on my head
And nothing to be paid
Having the one with me
Who'd listen
To the thoughts I'd say.

I'd sing out loud and dance and spree
In the garden of mine,
Like I'm alone 
And nobody would see. 

No tears of sadness
No pain there would be.
If ever happened
Tears would only be of  glee.

A house of mine
With which the World will envy.
But till the eternity
It will belong to me.

So, here I keep an empty frame
And wait until it gets its shape
Coz, it is my dream house
And that is how I want it to be.

Taking its time
Creating its rhyme.
Slowly catching its pace
As it'll be made once in my life time.

Memories!

Hello...

Here is my first poem on my blog...

The one thing I noticed, the one thing I'd say..,
Moments are never wasted, they never go away.

 
Deep inside your heart they do live,
Sometimes they may be forgotten, sometimes they go grey. 

Who says life is always happy, and loved ones never go away??
But really do you feel, the time is wasted anyway?? 

Families, enemies,Friends are all part of life..,
Sometimes they make mistakes, at times you may.
A friend of mine taught me to forgive,
And find happiness every way. 

Moments are heavy and sometimes we fail to know,
But They are never wasted, That's what I feel so!